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  • Eating: Chocolate
  • Drinking: Pepsi Max
when you really want to draw something and you have ideas, but everytime you start to draw it turns out like this:



Yeah... this has been my life for the past year and then some.
  • Listening to: Hurts
  • Reading: Perks of Being a Wallflower
  • Playing: Mass Effect
I should make a massive submit spam to my sketches. And maybe clean up (=organise) a bit. Also, I feel like I'm in need of a new icon and ID.
Okay.
I should get to it.
I'm gonna get my life in order. Slowly, but surely.
  • Watching: Hawaii Five-0
Not gonna lie but the biggest reason I haven't been posting here is the Uni AND my depression/anxiety. I keep doodling, but I rarely finish anything.
Right now I'm on my very last semester of university, and since I'm aiming for 2.1, I'm apparently supposed to concentrate and work on Uni... which isn't going as well as I wished.
I'll keep uploading my doodles every now and then, but for now I can't promise anything "bigger" until I'm done with my dissertation and Uni.

Be patient~
  • Listening to: Harry Gregson-Williams - Sands of Time
New sketches, located at my scrapbook.

SOMEDAY, I will do something that I can happily post on to my gallery side instead of the scrapbook side...
Now that I'm done with second year of University and all I have to do is wait and stress about my grades, I've had time to draw... Well, more like doodle.
I was doodling yesterday for an hour or so, but I don't think I'll be uploading many of those here :'D
What I will probably upload are the cards I'm making for 5-6 of my foreign friends, before I send them. Partly because I got a good idea and want to make them look good. Partly because I haven't uploaded anything in ages x)

Sorry about that, btw, I'm surprised some of you still follow me <3

Anyhow, I'll be getting back to my business now so that I'll be able to upload something soon-ish :3
  • Drinking: WATERRRR
So I added a new sketch once more. This time Supernatural one, and it can be found in my Scrapbook :3

To all the Destiel fans as well, I started writing a fic (I think this new season is affecting me waaayyy too much) and it can be found here -> sushi-writes.livejournal.com/9…

Ah well, I'm gonna keep company to my friend now... or at least try :D She's very occupied with Merlin though x)
For those who are interested :3

Sorry that I'm always so... silent here. Uni's just killing me with the huge ass lecture we have (we are doing a proper, big production).
I'll try to start updating and submitting more after it's over!!!
  • Reading: Tinker, Tailor, Soldier, Spy
I just saw Jurassic Park on a big screen (well, I say big but it wasn't THAT big eventhough it was in a movie theatre...) and now I just wanna draw dinos...

So watch out dA, next time when I actually submit something, it might be dinosauruses!
  • Listening to: Mr. Famous (from PlayMe soundtrack)
I'm back in England.
Oh yeah... woops. I haven't actually updated in a while... WELL. This is awkward.
Shortly:
I had lots of performances and essays to write for the end of semester.
Then I went to Finland for two months and spent all my time watching Supernatural and seeing friends.
Got back here, moved into the new house (no more Uni accomodation!) and have been getting used to it since (aka decorating my room).

So there.

Anyhow, as I was saying, I'm back in England and went to buy an extension cord because I need one x)
It was one of those electrical shops where they write the receipts by hand so they asked me for my surname, which is very Finnish btw, so I first said it and then spelled it for them very quickly.
He wrote everything down quickly and popped the receipt into the bag with the extension cord, apologised for the big bag and then gave it all to me. I naturally thanked him and left the shop with my friend (who happens to be a male).
I got home and took out the receipt 'cause I was DYING to know if he spelled my name correctly.
He did. He also decided to use the honorific "Mrs.".

Now, I know it's not ALWAYS like that, but the way I see it is that "Mrs." is for married women, "Ms." for women whose honorific you're not sure about (it's the polite one in every occasion) and "Miss" is for unmarried women.
I am not married and while me being called "Mrs." does not offend me, it DOES amuse me a lot :D
Makes me think if I look old or if I said something that makes me seem like a married woman xD

I should probably try to draw a comic of a kind about my advunters in the British shops :D
Yes, I've been drawing lately. No, I don't have a scanner, but my flatmate does. So either I wait for him to move in or then I just... connect the scanner to my laptop and see how that goes. Suggestions?
  • Listening to: The Lonely Island feat. Norah JOnes - Dreamgirl
I haven't updated my journal here or submited anything in such a long time! I am SO sorry!

I am NOT dead although it seems like that :S  I've been a bit immersed in school work, playing and hanging out with friends so I've totally forgotten to show any kind of activity here. I've come here daily to read journals and to see new artwork from the people I watch, but I kinda forgot that it doesn't leave any marks anywhere to prove my visits >_>

I'll try to... improve my habits.
  • Listening to: The Smiths - There is a Light that Never Goes Out
  • Reading: Dear John
  • Watching: The X-Files
I just found out that I passed all my modules on semester one *__*
So happy~ And my grades were surprisingly good! A+, B-, C- and something that looks like a B!
They might change still, but at least all of them are a pass!!!
Ah, I can relax now and breathe xD



FEATURES
I got featured by :iconporkkish:, so the number 1 place is yours honey ;)

>>> Be one of the first 18 people commenting on this journal entry, and I will add you to the Featured List!

>>> For each of the 18 first people answering this journal I will put his/her avatar and the three deviations I like most from his/her gallery on the list.

>>> If you answer, you'll have to do the same in your journal, putting me on the first place, completing the list with 17 other people. The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone.

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  • Listening to: Orange Range - Locolotion
  • Reading: Dear John
  • Watching: The X-Files
...a bit of talk about artisistic influences.

I just finished watching Golden Globes (now that I finally got my hands on it!) and reading the newest Hyperbole and a Half (LOL!).
And now I just want to design dresses... because...
Pregnant!Natalie Portman was SO beautiful in her dress and Olivia Wilde SO pretty in all that bling and I WANT HER DRESS ;__;
And the design sketch for Megan Fox's Giorgio Armani Prive gown... whoo boy. The dress itself was, of course, also very pretty and showed her legs very nicely 8)
I want to make people look that good in dresses (aka make dresses that people look that good in) ;_;
Yes, I am very sentimental x) And I guess I should leave designing of clothes to actual designers :'D

/EDIT
Haha, I just found out that you can't play PS1 or PS2-games on the new PS3's. How stupid is that!? :D

LOL. We had a "small" fire on our campus today :'D Everything's fine now.

FEATURES
I got featured by :iconporkkish:, so the number 1 place is yours honey ;)

>>> Be one of the first 18 people commenting on this journal entry, and I will add you to the Featured List!

>>> For each of the 18 first people answering this journal I will put his/her avatar and the three deviations I like most from his/her gallery on the list.

>>> If you answer, you'll have to do the same in your journal, putting me on the first place, completing the list with 17 other people. The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone.

1.:iconporkkish:
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  • Listening to: Jag &Auml;ger Dig (from PlayMe)
  • Eating: Gum
  • Drinking: Water
So, how's everyone? :D

I've been writing, or at least tried to write, essays during this week. Now essays are a funny thing... they make me do anything but them. Anything.
For example after I had cleaned the kitchen (including the fridge and the microwave) I still thought that there's something to clean. I even drew stuff to avoid the essays.
And now, I have 4-5 days to give in two of the three essays. Haha.
The other one is done, basically, (it's crappy and there's some stuff I need to add/change) and the other one is halfway done (I'm missing 800 word excluding the long, intended quotes)...
So yeah, I'm going to be pretty this week :D

But now, to the features!


I got featured by :iconporkkish:, so the number 1 place is yours honey ;)

>>> Be one of the first 18 people commenting on this journal entry, and I will add you to the Featured List!

>>> For each of the 18 first people answering this journal I will put his/her avatar and the three deviations I like most from his/her gallery on the list.

>>> If you answer, you'll have to do the same in your journal, putting me on the first place, completing the list with 17 other people. The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone.

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  • Listening to: David Arnold - Vesper
  • Eating: Pizzaaa
  • Drinking: Water
Happy New Year everybody!

Hehe :D This year I'll try to submit something x)
I've been drawing something, but I don't have a scanner here so... you might have to live with me and some scraps taken with a camera :'D

Anyway,
I wish all of you had a nice christmas and will have an awesome new year!
  • Listening to: I Just Wanna Live - Good Charlotte (joo :D)
  • Reading: Hamlet &lt;3
  • Playing: The Legend of Zelda: A Link to the Past
  • Eating: Bread with Nutella
  • Drinking: Milk
Erm... I mean.
Yeah. Went over to do laundry at my friend's flat. She thought it'd be a good idea to give me a whiteboard marker...
In the end over half of her flatmates had a text and/or a small drawing on their cupboard doors :D
Like her Finnish flatmate. He got "The AWESOME Finns' cupboard!" with a star and below that "Elkää perkele koskeko!" x)
I suggested that I should always go there to do some "street-art" :D

Ah. I even drew yesterday. It was a quick, chibi-ish drawing of a neighbour girl (the cute thing she is <3), who had her birthday yesterday. I took a photo of it, since I don't have a scanner here and I might upload it to scraps some day.
Oh. Reminds me... I even sketched a dragon Friday week ago!

Arh. Yeah. Not much happening.
  • Listening to: If I Never Knew You - Jon Secada and Shanice
  • Reading: Enron
  • Playing: The Legend of Zelda: A Link to the Past
  • Eating: Tortilla Chips
  • Drinking: Water
Hmmm... I thought I updated my journal already, but looks like it was a dream after all xD

Anyway. I arrived to Worcester about 5 weeks ago and have been making friend, adapting to surroundings and studying drama (and a bit of Japanese) ever since.
Well to be honest, teaching started on 27th of September so it's only 4th week of studying but who cares.

Everything's going well. I'm inspired to actually create something, although most of the times it's something to do with drama x) I totally love my flatmates and new friends, although I also miss the ones back home ;_;
I've been to movies three times already (Scott Pilgrim vs. the World, Back to the Future (EPIC) and The Social Network) and I even went to London last weekend to see Wicked~ I LOVED it.
Next weekend (not THIS weekend) I'm going back to London to see Flashdance the musical and cheer for a friend at London Expo's eurocosplay final :3

Gah. Not much is happening... except modules here and there and then some free time not-so-well-spent.
Trying to draw again but I keep getting all flustered by anatomy and/or something alike and I give up immediately :D
Maybe I'll be honest with myself and go to the library tomorrow to borrow an anatomy book and also go to the city to buy paper so I can draw... I mean practice xD
Erm... yeah. Long time no updates and so on, huh? ^^;
I have actually drawn something but my cousin took away her scanner from me sometime ago, so I haven't been able to scan anything. Nor submit for that matter.
pika, you WILL get your kiriban someday x) But first I have to move to England and find someone who has a scanner :D
My flight is next Tuesday.. already o_O Kinda scares me...

And yesterday my lovely, pink Playstation 2, Satoko, fell down with the shelf and BJ (the television)... BJ, surprisingly enough, survived the crash, the shelf took some damage but Satoko... well, she won't spin discs anymore ;_; I know it's either the read head or the shutter's sensor but which ever it is, I don't really have the money atm to buy a new one or get it fixed >_>

Gotta go eat something o/
  • Listening to: Dir en grey - Garbage
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew
So the kiriban went to pika and she's going to get it soon... I hope xD
At least I've made a doodle of it already. That's a progress.

I went to see my relatives last thursday and returned today (and straight to work...). Anygays! When I was going there, there were two young girls (although I bet they were older than me) in the train, sleeping against each other, looking so cute that I had to sketch them quickly :D Does that make me a bad person? x)
I'll propably draw it properly and submit it here later with pika's kiriban.

Right now I'm really occupied with Tracon, or rather, cosplays. But after this week I might start drawing more (and FINALLY submit something), who knows? xD

I gotta go now and do something else o/

(Yes. I'm tired :P)
  • Listening to: Alway - blink 182
Pwah!

I'm reaching 5000 pageviews! What's this!??!

So.. KIRIBAN!!!
5001:st pageviewer will get a price of their choice (drawing/picture that is xD)!

Just take a screenshot and send/link it to me~

/EDIT
HAHAA! It's over 5,001 already!
So.. who got it? Or shall I give you a new number?
IF somebody got it and took a screen shot, send me a note or something alike :)
  • Playing: Phoenix Wrigth: Trials and Tribulations
  • Eating: Hearts (the crisps!)
And I also have to keep this account active somehow until I get the chance to upload some new stuff x)

Meme stolen from :iconthrow-a-dice: and :iconsipsinekku: (who also stole it from Rewe) :D

► Are you single? Yup.
► Are you happy? Quite.
► Are you bored? Very much :D
► Are you sad? Nope.
► Are you Italian? No
► Are you German? Nope. Although some of my ancestors were...
► Are you Asian? Nein.
► Are you angry? Not at the moment.
► Are you Irish? I wish xD
► Are your parents still married? No.

TEN FACTS
► Birth Place: Helsinki
► Hair Color: My natural colour is brown but it's more reddish since I've dyed it.
► Hair Style: Shoulder lenght, sometimes curled, sometimes straightened, sometimes partly lifted up and sometimes wholly lifted up. Usually down.
► Eye color: Blue-grey-greenish. It's a mess depending on light really.
► Birthday: 12th of December
► Mood: A bit anxious cause I want to play Phoenix Wright x)
► Gender: Shemale. I mean female.
► Lefty or Righty: Mostly righty although I am quite ambidextrous.
► Summer or Winter: Winter. Atm it's all winter for me.
► Morning or Afternoon: Depends. Afternoon, I guess.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
► Are you in love: N....o.
► Do you believe in love at first sight: I believe that some people may experience it.
► Who ended your last relationship: Me >_>
► Have you ever been hurt: Well, yes. Kinda.
► Have you ever broken someone's heart: I guess I have... I'm not proud of it 'kay...
► Are you friends with your ex: Actually no. I guess my ex hates me :'D
► Are you afraid of commitment: Maybe.
► Have you hugged someone within the last week?: Yup! Just yesterday ^^
► Have you ever had a secret admirer: Well.. this is a funny story. One guy who is my friend told me that where we work, there's someone who likes me and wants to ask me out. He told me that over two months ago :'D
► Have you ever broken your own heart?: ...no?

TEN THIS OR THAT
► Love or Lust: Erm... love I guess. Lust is good too.
► Lemonade or Iced tea: Le monade
► Cats or Dogs: DDD: BOTH
► A few best friends or many regular friends: I have many regular so... many regular x)
► Television or Internet: Do not make me choose...
► Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi and more likely Pepsi Max.
► Wild night out or romantic night: Depends. Wild without alcohol is good for me.
► Pink or Purple: Gah. Pink. No! Purple. No! Pink.
► Day or Night: Hmm.. both.
► IM or Phone: My IM and my phone are both completely non-active so IM x)

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
► Been caught sneaking out: Yes. I think.
► Fallen off the stairs: Yes, once xD
► White water rafted: Nope
► Finished an entire jawbreaker: I guess. Don't remember though what it could've been.
► Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt?: Yes. There was this dog to that laughed like a maniac.
► Prank called a store: I've done a lot of pranks so there x)
► Skipped School: Yep.
► Wanted to disappear: Yeah :D

TEN PREFERENCES
► Smile or Eyes: Nnnngah! Eyes..?
► Light or Dark Hair: Doesn't really matter but I still say dark x)
► Fat or Skinny: I'd be lying if I'd say that it didn't matter so I have to say normal. I mean... I don't like TOO fat or too skinny, it's too unhealthy :(
► Shorter or Taller: Taller than me but that's usually everyone and everything xD
► Intelligence or Attraction: Intelligence I'd say.
► Jock or Nerd: Neither. Geek xD
► Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship
► Funny and poor OR Rich and serious: Funny and poor :D
► Play the guitar or into sports: I can't have both?

TEN LASTS
► Last Phone Call/Text From: Last text was from my student Noora.
► Last phone call you received: My boss x)
► Last person you hung out with: Erm.. that is a very good question. Does it count if I stay after work to speak with some of my so called colleagues?
► Last person you hugged: Cam
► Last person you IM'ed: :iconharara:
► Last thing you ate: Hearts. They are corn snacks with nacho cheese flavour and they're also shaped like hearts.
► Last thing you drank: Water and right before that juice.
► Last site you went to: DevianART :D
► Last place you were: Vuosaari's Citymarket x)

RELATIONSHIPS
► Are you in a committed relationship: Nope. I thought we figured this one out already :D
► Do you want to be: Yeah.. I guess.
► When was your last relationship: It ended... July 2006 if I remember correctly. So in 2006.
► Have you ever loved a guy/girl more than anything in the world?: Never.
► Do you still love them? Who?: Nope and nope xD
► Do you like someone right now: YeAjaijdj. Yeah.

FAMILY
► Do you and your family get along: Nope.
► Would you say you have a "fucked up life": Quite :D It's been getting better though.
► Have you ever run away from home: Yes. I ran away when I was 17.
► If so, how long: I never returned.
► Have you ever gotten kicked out: Nah.
► If so, how long: -

FRIENDS
► Do you secretly hate one of your friends: Nah. I do have some momentary dislikes.
► Do you consider all of your friends good friends: Not really.
► Do you trust all your friends: a few of them, not all. No.
► Who are/is your best friend(s): Don't have one. But I do love my Rafiki <3
► Who knows everything about you: No one :D